Philosophy

Hi. I am someone that 's going to try to keep a journal. Making it online seems more like a dedication with the chance of this being read by a human. This is something I need to do since writing in a notepad on my computer failed after one note, and numerous physical notepads are scattered about and forgotten, with one or two entries. It seems like my mind is very much stuffed full of thoughts and yet when it comes to spilling, I don't have a thing to say except this silly small talk with no one. I'm bored. My life is by the book, considered perfect, besides the fact that my head is empty. I am a privileged, middle class, spoiled only child, clueless female. Then again, because I know that I am clueless, that means I have at least one clue. The question "Why?" ... Or "how", or "what", or whatever. Isn't that how philosophers start? They think too much or something like that? Perhaps I think too much instead of doing, like everyone else around me. Perhaps you are reading the beginning works of the next great philosopher of the 21st century. Luck you :P